BORN AGAIN-WHAT A MIRACLE!

INVASION on our HEALTH

One of my passions is for our health, physically, mentally and emotionally and of course and especially, spiritually! I love to share with others how it's up to each of us to take responsibility for our temple and not follow the world's way of living and eating and drinking.  Here are the verses I particularly refer to regarding our temple.

1 Corinthians 3:17
If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are.


1 Corinthians 6:19
What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?


2 Corinthians 6:16
And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.


Ephesians 2:21
In whom all the building fitly framed together groweth unto an holy temple in the Lord:


Excitotoxins (book by Dr. Russell Blaylock) exposes the effects of aspartame and MSG on our brain, in particular.

The Crazy Makers (book by Carol Simontacchi) exposes the food industry is destructive to our brains and is harming our children and grandchildren.

www.naturalnews.com   (excellent site--Mike Adams)

Monsanto abuses--Genetically modified foods and more--http://www.holisticmed.com/aspartame/abuse/

http://naturalsociety.com/monsanto-abusing-illegal-workers-in-slave-like-conditions/

http://www.mcspotlight.org/beyond/monsanto/index.html

Vaccines--
http://www.shirleys-wellness-cafe.com/vaccine-books.htm

http://vactruth.com/vaccine-books/

http://www.vaccinationnews.com/Books/Adverse_Reactions/Personal_Stories/personal_stories_of_vaccine_inju.htm

http://www.vaccines.com/

http://vaccinedangers.com/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kd0H3Dw3Z0g

http://www.vaclib.org/sites/debate/web2.html
historical facts

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsh6pssFg_8  vaccination is not immunization

http://www.vaclib.org/pdf/exemption.htm   

Vaccine chart!

People who CARE--They have spoken and written extensively regarding the dangers that abound with food, beverages, vaccines, etc.

Mike Adams
Mary Tocco
Dr. Sherri TenPenny
Dr. Gary Null
Dr. Peter Breggin
Dr. Russell Blaylock
Dr. Lorraine Day
Dr. Betty Martini
http://www.phrma.org/issues/prescription-drug-abuse

Confessions of an RX Drug Pusher--by Gwen Olsen
http://www.gwenolsen.com/

The references and sites above expose:
Pharma abuse--Food additives (MSG, dyes, aspartame, splenda, etc.)--Beverage additives (aspartame, splenda, etc.) and much more!

http://www.cancerworldsummit3.com/  many different men and woman speaking of natural cures for cancer.

~to be continued...

CREATIONISM~~Romans 1:18-21

I just love all the evidences that point to our wonderful Creator!  I so appreciate those who have taken the time to explore and study all they can throughout the years in order to bring to us, the children of the Lord, those evidences and also to refute those who argue against the Creator and His designs!


My very favorite creationist is Kent Hovind who has many videos on www.youtube.com and also many debates, all of which he wins over the atheists and so-called scientists!  

Also, please see  Ken Hamm at: http://www.answersingenesis.org/ and on www.youtube.com

DEVOTIONAL SURRENDER

ON THE KNEES OF MY HEART

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10-5-12

On the knees of my heart

I bow before Thee.

Communing with You

Is always the best part

Humbled before You.

Knowing You love me

And have forgiven me for all~

I utter...secrets in silence

Which only You can hear.

DIVINE INTRICASIES

10-4-12

My Beloved, I am so in love 
   with Your divine intricasies

Which are woven all around me 
   in magnificent power~

And yet You always touch me with some of those

Secrets which elate my very soul~

Who can understand it~

And yet what Joy Your divine, amazing, wondrous

Glory brings to my heart.

Truly, You are Awesome 

And I worship only You~

Surely, You are past finding out

And yet so near~

Revealing Yourself each new day.

My words are meager and utterly fail

To express the depths of my being~

Yet, You know...

As no other...

ALL that is within.

Hebrews 13:12-14-- 

Let us go forth therefore unto him outside the camp, bearing his reproach.

I come to You, O Supreme King

Outside the camp

Bearing Your reproach

For here I have no rest, no city

For I look for the New City from Above.

Gazing up into Your loving Face

I whisper from the silence of my heart...

"You're all I need,"

"You're all I desire."

Wrap me up in Your embrace

For You and You alone

Are my rest.

In You I hide~

So sweetly leaning on Your breast

Fully satisfied~~always.

IN YOUR REINS

Direct me with your reins, O Lord
Into all the paths away from the devil's pains
Cut through the darkness You see,
With Your flaming sword
Into all of Your mighty and divine gains.

Thou art faithful forevermore
My King, in all You do or say
For You have set before me
Many open doors
And keep my enemies at bay.

HALLELUJAH!  WHAT A GOD YOU ARE!
I know Your watchful eyes protect me
And care for me as no one else
Surely, You are very close and never far
O, Eternal Love, You're all I ever desire to see.

SITTING AT JESUS FEET

     

LET US PRAY

I believe it is crucial to our spiritual lives to read this message and apply it in our daily lives, especially at this hour in time.  This teaching is by far very important and for the most part a very neglected one and one that is not even written about!

Let Us Pray by Watchman Nee

http://www.teachtheword.com/watchman_nee_pdf/Let%20Us%20Pray.pdf

Luke 18:1-8~And he spake a parable unto them to this end, that men ought always to pray, and not to faint; 

Saying, There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man:

And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, 

Avenge me of mine adversary.

And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man;

Yet because this widow troubles me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me.  And the Lord said, Hear what the unjust judge saith.

 And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them?  I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man comes shall he find faith on the earth?

Satan and the Saints

As the adversary evilly treated the widow, so the devil today evilly treats us believers. Who knows how much we have suffered at his hands? Of course, when he persecutes us he neither manifests his own self nor acts directly. All his works are done through people or things. He is not intent upon showing forth himself; on the contrary, he instigates people of the world to act for him while he himself directs in secret. As the devil took upon himself a cover in the form of a serpent at his first working, so he will seek a cover each time he operates today. Owing to his concealment, God’s children are often mistaken in recognizing their real enemy.

Sometimes he weakens believers’ bodies, causing sickness and pain (see Acts 10.38); yet the believers may regard their conditions in terms only of hygiene or fatigue, without realizing that the devil is at work behind the scenes. In this one respect alone, oh how greatly do the Christians suffer at his hands!

Sometimes the enemy incites people of this world to persecute believers (see Rev. 2.10), who are therefore attacked by their communities, friends, and family members. Yet they think this is due to people’s hatred towards the Lord; what they do not perceive is that the devil actually instigates the assaults.

Sometimes the enemy incites people of this world to persecute believers (see Rev. 2.10), who are therefore attacked by their communities, friends, and family members. Yet they think this is due to people’s hatred towards the Lord; what they do not perceive is that the devil actually instigates the assaults. Sometimes the evil one works in the environment, involving believers in hardships and dangers. Frequently he will create misunderstanding among Christians so as to separate the dearest of friends and cause much heartbreak and tears.

Sometimes the enemy cuts off believers’ material supplies, reducing them to wants and even to starvation. At still other times he oppresses their spirit and makes them feel depressed, restless and aimless. Or he may afflict the will of believers, causing them to lose the power of free choice and thus not be able to know what to do. Or he injects irrational fear into believers’ hearts. Or Satan heaps things upon them to overtire them, or else takes away sleep from them to wear them out. Or he injects unclean or confused thoughts into their mind to weaken their resistance or else fashions himself into an angel of light to deceive and to lead the believers astray.

It is just impossible to exhaust the list of all the works the devil does. In short, the enemy will do anything which can cause believers to suffer either spiritually or physically, to fall into sins, or to incur loss or damage. Unfortunately, many of God’s children are unaware of the works of Satan when they suffer at his hands. Whatever happens they attribute to the natural, the accidental, and the human—not discerning how in many natural occurrences there abides the satanically supernatural, how in many accidental episodes there hides the devilish plotting, and how in many human dealings there is involved the wicked maneuvers of the enemy.

Identify the Enemy

The most important thing before us now is to identify the enemy. We should know for sure who is our adversary, who it is that causes us much suffering. How frequently we account our sufferings to be from men. But the Bible tells us that “our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world rulers of this darkness, against the spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places” (Eph. 6.12). Hence every time we suffer from the hand of man, we need to remember that behind flesh and blood Satan and his powers of darkness can very well be there directing everything. We should have the necessary spiritual insight to discern the work of God from the maneuver of Satan at the back of everything. We should distinguish what is natural and what is supernatural. We should be so inwardly exercised as to gain knowledge of the spiritual realm so that none of Satan’s hidden work can escape our observation.

Such being the case, shall we not recognize that what we usually consider to be incidental and natural happenings may involve the works of the enemy behind the scenes? We shall readily see that Satan is really trying to frustrate us at every turn and oppress us in all things. What a pity we have suffered so much from him in the past without knowing that it was he who made us suffer. Now part of the most urgent work of ours today is to generate a heart of hatred towards Satan for his cruelty. We do not need to be fearful lest our enmity towards Satan becomes too deep. Before there is the possibility of our overcoming we must maintain in our heart a hostile attitude towards him, no longer willing to subject ourselves to his oppression. We ought to understand that what we have suffered at Satan’s hands is a real grievance which must be avenged. He has no right to harass us, yet he does it anyway. This is indeed an injustice, a grievance which cannot remain unavenged.

The Cry for Vindication

Now after this widow has suffered much, she comes to the judge asking for justice. This is something we ought to learn to do. We do not come to earthly judges, imploring them to act for us. No, we ask our judge who is none other than our Father God in heaven. The weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh (2 Cor. 10.4), therefore we will not employ any earthly or fleshly means against the instead of showing impatience, anger or even hostility towards them, we should pity them for they are but the instruments of Satan. Let us see that in spiritual warfare the weapons of flesh are utterly useless. They are not only useless, but whoever uses them will without fail be overcome by Satan.

Spiritual weapons are of many kinds as we find recorded in Ephesians 6. The most effective among these weapons is prayer, mentioned in verse 18. True, we are without strength and therefore unable to avenge ourselves of our adversary. Yet we may pray to our God, asking him to avenge us. Prayer is the best offensive weapon against our enemy. Through it we may preserve our line of defense intact. Through prayer we can also attack our enemy and inflict great loss on his plan, work, and power. This widow realized that if she struggled with her adversary by herself she would not prevail because she, being a weak widow, could never withstand a powerful rogue such as he. In the same way, if God’s children strive independently without relying, by means of prayer, on God’s power and backing to accuse the enemy and to ask God for vindication, they too will be injured by fiery darts. In this parable the Lord Jesus teaches us the best way to overcome the adversary, which is to pray day and night to God—asking Him to avenge us of our enemy by judging him.

Prayer That Resists Satan

The Bible gives us many helps in this matter of praying against Satan. We will here examine a few of these passages so as to learn how to offer up such prayer.

We recall how in Genesis 3 God punished and cursed the devil after his first evil working. In that divine curse God plainly foretold that the head of the devil would be crushed by the Lord Jesus at the cross. Accordingly, whenever we suffer under the devil’s hands we may take advantage of the punishment meted out to him by praying: “O God, curse Satan afresh so that he cannot do what he pleases. You have crushed him in the garden of Eden. I ask You to curse him anew, placing him again under the power of the cross so as to immobilize him.” What the devil fears most is the curse of God. As soon as God curses, Satan dare not hurt us.

It is recorded in Mark 1 that when the Lord Jesus cast out demons He did not permit them to speak. Hence when Satan uses people to utter many words of misunderstanding or violence, we may ask the Lord to shut his mouth and not permit him to speak through them. Sometimes as we are preaching the gospel or teaching people, we may ask the Lord to forbid the devil to speak to our audience so as to induce them to doubt or to 

resist the word of God. We remember the story of Daniel in the lions’ den. One prayer is really quite effective: “O Lord, shut the lion’s mouth; do not allow him to hurt Your own people.”

Matthew 12 furnishes us with another good word on prayer from the Lord: “How can one enter into the house of the strong man, and spoil his goods, except he first bind the strong man? and then he will spoil his house” (v.29). We know that the strong man to whom the Lord refers is Satan. In order to overcome Satan we must first bind him, thus immobilizing him. We ourselves, of course, do not have the strength to bind the strong man and cause him to lose his freedom in resisting our works. But we can pray. In our prayer we may ask God to bind Satan and render him powerless. Each time we begin a work, if we first bind Satan in prayer our victory is assured. We ought always to pray: “O Lord, bind the strong man.”

“To this end was the Son of God manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil” (1 John 3.8). As soon as we discern a work of the devil, we can pray as follows: “O God, Your Son was manifested to destroy the works of the devil. How we thank You, for He has destroyed the devil’s works on the cross. But the devil is now again working. Please destroy his work in us, destroy his manipulation over our work, destroy his devices in our environment, and destroy all his works.” When we pray, we may pray according to the current situation in which we find ourselves. If we notice that Satan is working in us or family or work or school or nation, we can ask God to destroy his work in that particular area.

Jude records the word which Michael the archangel declared to Satan: “The Lord rebuke thee” (v.9). After that word was spoken Satan did not dare resist anymore. We may therefore use this same word in our prayer against him. We ask the Lord to rebuke the enemy. We ought to know that the Lord hearkens to such prayer. If we ask Him to rebuke, He will rebuke. We must also believe that after the Lord has rebuked Satan, the enemy is no longer able to withstand, for he is afraid of the Lord’s rebuke. When our Lord rebuked the wind and the sea, these elements listened to Him and instantly the wind ceased and the sea became calm. His rebuke produces the same effect on Satan.

In reading the Psalms we will see how effective is the rebuke of the Lord! “Then the channels of water appeared, and the foundations of the world were laid bare, at thy rebuke, O Jehovah, at the blast of the breath of thy nostrils” (18.15). “At thy rebuke, O God of Jacob, both chariot and horse are cast into a dead sleep” (76.6). “It is burned with fire, it is cut down: they perish at the rebuke of thy countenance” (80.16). “At thy rebuke they fled; at the voice of thy thunder they hasted away” (104.7). “He rebuked the Red Sea also, and it was dried up” (106.9). These Scripture verses show us the power of the rebuke of the Lord. If the Lord rebukes Satan, the latter can never withstand. When the enemy oppresses us, we should ask God to rebuke him.

It is written in Matthew 16 that for the sake of human affection Peter wished to block the Lord Jesus from going to the cross. The Lord rebuked him, saying, “Get thee behind me, Satan” (v.23).  Whenever the devil makes use of our friends or relatives to hinder us—for the sake of human affection—from doing God’s will, we may ask God to put Satan behind us.

In Matthew 6 it is recorded that the Lord Jesus teaches us to pray in this fashion: “Deliver us from the evil one” (v.13). Since we do not know when the evil one will come to molest us, we ought to pray with this word.

Our Lord Jesus, “having despoiled the principalities and the powers, . . . made a show of them openly, triumphing over them in it [the cross]” (Col. 2.15). Whenever we see the devil’s power on a rampage we should stand on the ground of the cross, asking the Lord to put the devil to shame once more. The devil has already suffered shame on the cross; so, based on his first humiliation, we can ask the Lord to put him to shame again. When the devil is shamed, he dare not raise his head. How then can he molest us again? Hence let us pray:“O Lord, we now stand on the foundation of the cross, asking You to again put the devil to shame.”

The Duration of Prayer

How long ought we to pray such prayer? We know there are many prayers which need to be prayed only once. But prayer which attacks Satan has no fear of being too much. The purpose of this parable which our Lord gives is that we “ought always to pray” (Luke 18.1). This judge avenges the widow not for the sake of justice nor for any other reason but because he cannot stand her continual coming. Does he not say to himself, “I will avenge her, lest she wear me out by her continual coming”? Consequently, this kind of prayer should be offered without intermission. Such prayer against the adversary is not merely to be uttered at times of special need, it is to be maintained as an attitude and breathed unceasingly in the spirit in ordinary days when all is calm. The Lord Jesus, in explaining the word of this parable, asks: “And shall not God avenge his elect, that cry to him day and night”? This kind of prayer must therefore be prayed day and night without ceasing. We should accuse our enemy before God incessantly, since we are told in Revelation 12 that Satan “accuses [the brethren] before our God day and night” (v.10). If he accuses us day and night, should we not also accuse him day and night?

This is true vindication: as the devil treats us, so shall we treat him. The cry of this widow continued on until the adversary was judged and punished and she was avenged of her grievance. As long as there is another day in which Satan still usurps the world, and so long as he is not yet imprisoned in the bottomless pit or cast into the lake of fire, we will not cease from praying against him. Not until God has avenged us and Satan has in truth fallen as lightning from heaven shall our prayer come to an end. How much it is the desire of God that we show deeper hatred towards the devil. Have we not suffered enough from him?!? He has shown his enmity towards us at every step of our way, he has caused us to suffer terribly both in body and in spirit; why, then, do we endure his persecution without speech or prayer? Why have we not risen up to accuse him before our God with words of prayer? We ought to seek for vindication. Why do we not continually approach God and accuse the enemy, thus releasing the long-suppressed exasperation? The Lord Jesus is calling us today to oppose the devil with prayer.

The Effect of Prayer

What is the effect of such prayer? Its effect is seen at two different times. First is the immediate effect. Every time the enemy is accused he is once again restricted by God from hurting us. Though after a lapse of time he may return, nonetheless during the period in which he is being accused, he does not dare do any violence; for each time we claim the victory of the cross, that victory becomes real to us once more. Every time we pray against the enemy, his work is again destroyed by the Lord and he himself is rebuked afresh by the Lord.  If we pray one more time Satan will suffer one more loss. As God hears our prayer one more time, the profit of Satan is despoiled one more time.

Yet this effect goes beyond the immediate. The Lord Jesus lays stress here on the ultimate vindication. As we pray time and again, the Lord rebukes and destroys the devil again and again. But this is not yet final, that is, it is not once and for all; because the devil is only temporarily restricted; he has still to suffer the consequence of his final defeat. “And shall not God avenge his elect, that cry to him day and night,” asks the Lord, “and yet he is long-suffering over them.” This refers to Satan’s ultimate destruction. We know how the enemy will be imprisoned in the bottomless pit during the millennial kingdom. After wards he will be cast by the Lord Jesus into the lake of fire. Then is the ultimate vindication of the believers. For this reason, Christians today ought to offer up much prayer against the devil, in order that their grievances might be forever vindicated. Now is the time of the long-suffering of God. Even though He does hear believers’ prayers and restricts the works of the devil, He nevertheless has not wholly cast the devil out to make it impossible for him to molest us.

Work Together with God

We often reflect that God does all things according to His will. This is doubtless correct. However, it is only one side of the truth, not the whole truth. God works according to His will—that is surely His principle; but when He really gets to working He always waits for His children to express their sympathy with His will through prayer before He does anything.

How God needs men to work together with Him. He truly has His own will, yet He wants men to ask according to His will. Then He will quickly accomplish the work of His determinate will. Without the prayer of His children, which indicates their working together with Him, He will not perform alone what He wills to do. To destroy the devil is God’s intention. To avenge the believers is undoubtedly His will. Nevertheless, He waits for His children’s prayers. Just as the judge in the parable would not have avenged the widow if she had not come and pleaded her cause, so God today will not avenge the believers speedily if they do not pray against Satan. We do not know exactly why this is so, and yet we do know how much God likes His people to work together with Him. Naturally, accusation must be based on fact. But as believers are indisputably being harassed by Satan, they may accuse him before God of the ill-treatment they have received. And this will put him to death.

The Last Days

When the Lord Jesus finished speaking this parable, He concluded with a final word: “Nevertheless, when the Son of man comes, shall he find faith on the earth?” Judging by this statement, it would seem as though at the time of His soon return, there will be a great lack of this kind of prayer among His own people. They do not pray such prayer because they have no faith. They speculate that it is too big and too difficult a thing to cast Satan from heaven into the bottomless pit and then the lake of fire. Since the promise that “the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly” (Rom. 16.20) has yet to be fulfilled after twenty centuries, how can I expect God to finish off Satan through my prayer? What the Lord Jesus means by His word is that at the time of His imminent return people will lack faith in praying about this matter. However, the last days is the time when we should so pray. Can we be the few faithful ones who, in the days when such prayer is so rare, offer up prayers against the devil so as to cause him to lose position and power? We know in the last days Satan and his evil spirits are to be exceptionally active in their operations. Therefore, we must pray more than ever against him and overthrow his government. Speaking truthfully, there is no greater work which God’s children could do today than this work. Who is willing to pray against Satan for the sake of God and himself?

“Strive thou, O Jehovah, with them that strive with me: fight thou against them that fight against me. Take hold of shield and buckler, and stand up for my help. Draw out also the spear, and stop the way against them that pursue me: say unto my soul, I am thy salvation. Let them be put to shame and brought to dishonor that seek after my soul: let them be turned back and confounded that devise my hurt. Let them be as chaff before the wind, and the angel of Jehovah driving them on. Let their way be dark and slippery, and the angel of Jehovah pursuing them. For without cause have they hid for me their net in a pit; without cause have they digged a pit for my soul…. Stir up thyself, and awake to the justice due unto me, even unto my cause, my God and my Lord” (Ps. 35.1-7,23).

ONCE AGAIN

You, O Lord, always come to my rescue
When I feel like one more day would be
As a crashing avalanche upon my soul.
You take pity on me
As You look upon me
And You grace me Once Again
To call on You, however feeble 
Might be my cry.


You give new strength, new sight, new hope
And Once Again, all seems well 
Under the shadow of your
Eternal Love and faithfulness.
You draw me to bask in Your 
Transforming love and peace
And my smile of gratefulness 
Returns to my countenance...


For You and You alone 
Are my life and my joy
And You and You alone
Give your transforming power
In mercy and compassion
As You meet me where I am
With Your kind and patient and loving heart~


Truly, there is no end to You and Your
Eternal supply of all I desperately need~
You appear when I call 
And call I will do~by Your grace~
Until my last breath~
Only to meet You Once Again...
Face to face.

THE BROKEN CHAINS

I was in worship and the Holy Spirit prompted me in a quiet sweet way to stay in His Presence and not be impatient or get up.


 I had been praying for chains to break off of me more and more and for chains to break off of God's children and the prodigals and especially my family.  My prayers were for the chains of religious teaching from the church organization, apathies, laziness, compromise, neglect of God, prayerlessness, continuing bad habits, defeat, self-indulgence, lack of discipline, a lack of repentance, etc. to come off.


I saw an example, either myself or another person with chains on their wrists break off, then the chains broke off the ankles, then the neck, next the mind and lastly the heart. 


Then I prayed for the chains to come off of God's children across this nation, the chains that are keeping them in sleep and slumber, lukewarmness, to turn to the Lord and repent.  I cried out for the prodigals to come home to our Father and to repent.  Across the nation I saw the chains breaking off of individuals and I heard the sound of the chains as they were breaking off of them.  As they were falling to the ground they became louder and louder and more and more thunderous.  Then those who were set free rose up swiftly in a brand new powerful freedom and liberty to serve the Lord with a single eye. They were joyous, mighty, strong, grateful, loved and loving towards the Living God with all their minds, hearts and souls!  God is doing His work~quickly!  Sad to say, yet according to His Word, there were not the many, but the few in this nation who arose to love and serve our Blessed god, Hashem, the Merciful, Jealous One!

THE PATH~~

The Path ~~

When all my thoughts seem to swirl with turbulence within my soul
And I cannot stand upon all I thought so true and dear,
It’s then I turn to My Beloved Jesus…
With all my cries for help~~
And all my flowing tears~~
With all my heart.


Jesus, You are My truth
You are My calm
You are My clarity in all
I throw myself at your
Nail-scarred feet.


Have mercy on me
Have compassion on me
Break through to the deep of the deeps of my being
And meet me there and soothe
My troubled soul.


In the secret place where your light shines brightly
On all my dark spots and varied questions,
You show me the straight path…always
You are so committed to being personally faithful
As NO OTHER.


I embrace your love
And I know your heart
Is good and pure
And strong…
You incline yourself toward me.


The clear and plain path comes to me
And opens up to such Beauty~
Is it the answers to all my questions?
Is everything fixed up now, Jesus?
Will it ever seem to all “fit together”?


I perceive You have a higher calling for one such as I
Who is also acquainted with grief and sorrows and sadness.
You embrace all of me~all I’ve suffered~
All I’ve needed forgiveness for~
All the ravages and effects of my poor soul,
Which is precious in your sight.
You assure me that I am in the center of your vision
As You have lovingly worked in me through all.


And I am learning to draw closer
To come deeper~
And receive a richness in You that I yet long for
In our relationship.
To see your radiant beauty
Calling me to trust, yet more
I, too, am called to bring glory to my King!


You truly are in loving charge of every part of me,
That wondrous tapestry of life
With all it’s unexpected twists and turns,
It’s swirls and bumps and bruises and
Pain and fears and terror and …
You are not ashamed of your sufferings and
You are not ashamed of mine as well.


Yes, it is all mysterious
For if you weren’t a Mystery,
Then You would not be the Living God of the Universe!
I thank you again for everything and all
Which You have used and yet use to perform your own
Marvelous wonders of transformation…
That I may become yet another trophy of grace.

PEACE CHECKLIST

PEACE CHECKLIST


Posted on April 19, 2012


I’d like to share a partial list of life happenings that some of you may have experienced. If the Holy Spirit is tugging at your heart, please consider bringing the events to the Lord in His time and at the pace He chooses for you. Please take your time and be careful not to be overwhelmed. In prayer, as well as perhaps being supported by others who are caring true Christians, you can make peace with the issues that have taken place in your lives before our Lord.


Peace List — Everything you need to make peace with in your life. Every bad experience you have either experienced or witnessed. Anything you know had some negative emotional impact at the time it happened.


List just a title of each memory. (Include the emotions you felt during the experience.)




1. Start at Birth, before birth, whats going on with parents, the stories you were told.
2. How siblings & family members felt about you, how they treated you
3. First experiences, list what you can remember or the stories you were told.
4. Any sexual abuse, your first sexual experience
5. Emotional or physical abuse or traumas
6. School experiences, issues with teachers, classmates, etc.
7. Major moves, changing schools
8. Deaths of pets, pet injuries, losses
9. Any romantic relationships, especially first boyfriend/girlfriend
10. Pivotal points in life with parents, siblings, bosses, co-workers, whoever
11. Divorce, relationship breakups, broken friendships
12. Deaths, grief & loss, loss of job, loss of health
13. All hurts, anything you felt bad about when it happened
14. All major medical illness, chronic illness, other medical problems
15. Accidents & injuries
16. Fears/phobias, i.e. Fear of dogs, list each experience to support the fear


Happy Journal — Only good stuff — Some ideas


Perhaps you could choose a nicely bound journal with a cover you like…something you would feel good about when you see it.


1. Positive emotional experiences in detail, with feelings as if you are there
2. Affirmations, words, pictures, cards, poems, anything that feels good
3. Goals & dreams phrased as if you already have it.
4. Gratitude list, what I like about my life
5. GEMS, quotes that have special meaning to you.